March 7th, 2004

ffxii - basch - rockstar

(no subject)

All I can think about all day and all night and all the time when I'm at home is university and dorms and how scared am I about leaving home and whether or not New Media is the right choice for me and why do I have to go so far away from home to a place I've never been to in my life and why my parents won't let me go to Saskatoon for a year to adjust and how lonely I'll be and how I'll miss the only friends I've had for so long and how I don't want things to change and how I feel like I want to cry and throw up and find a psychologist to talk to but how mom would just tell me it'll get better and don't worry about it but it's not her life, how can she tell me that and ack I'm scared.
  • Current Mood
    scared scared