I think I have found the solution to my loneliness problem.
I need to join an MMORPG.
Yes...join the dark side, self, join the dark side...
Panic attacks: check.
Mental breakdown: check.
Crying fits: check.
I'm so afraid of being alone right now. I have no driver's license and I'm stuck in this house all day, in the country, away from town. All I have is video games and the Internet. I know this sounds inconsequential to you all, but anyone who has ever had an anxiety disorder knows that anything can trigger it, and it seems like the most important thing in the world.
I guess I need to keep myself from becoming bored and thinking about it all, so this is about as much as I'm going to post.